It’s been a week by myself now with Katie off on holiday. I have spent many a night cooking for one, feeding the dog and then retiring to the sitting room to watch a few dvd’s or play some Xbox. Whilst it’s been lonely because it’s just me, it’s also been horrible in the fact that I am away from my fiancee and best friend. We are in constant contact and I think it may have offended the person she is sharing the room with but we both don’t care.
One of the most horrible parts of it is that if Katie is out at a bar or a club and has a problem, I am powerless to help her or reassure her, it’s selfish to think she can’t live without me protecting her but it’s a natural instinct that kicks in if Katie is upset or in danger.
The dog has never left my side, he follows me about the house all day everyday, the only time he isnt is when I am at work during the week. Last night he kept licking my leg and waking me up, something I was not best pleased with but just guessed that he was just as lonely as me.
Other news just in, I am flying to the US in a week, following on from the America post below. I will be meeting Katie and her family out there, I will update you as to what happens when I get back as I don’t want to jinx anything just yet.
